Per Usual

I can’t say I’m surprised that my attempt at a writing habit took only 7 days to fail. I do have a chance at redemption for the month of July, as my camp goal was only 100 words a day, but above that was a goal of daily writing, which was the ultimate failure. This time.

I can only say that with my daughter and her friend home from college, life has been stressful and I have run out of spoons quicker than I planned. She has been dealing with anxiety ever since she arrived, and has exploded at times when I least expected it. She says she is working on her outbursts with her therapist, but as a mom it is hard to watch (and hear) your grown child berating herself for something minor, or yelling at a sibling for something even more minor. She says she is learning to unleash her feelings instead of bottling them up. I’m trying not to take her outbursts personally.

I am going to try to get back on track this month. My side job as a driver has given me a great opportunity to think through plot and characters, and I have a new idea for the Forever Novel that should help me punch out the missing 1,300+ words I need to catch up.

Hopefully I will have a more cheery update soon.

Camp NaNoWriMo July 2022

I’ve had this domain for over two years now, and I’m finally doing something with it!

Okay, I decided spur of the moment to set a (very) small goal for myself (100 words a day) and see if that gets me writing again. I miss it. Daily journal entries don’t count (those, at least, I know I can maintain. Baby steps).

I’m using Novlr (another purchase I made when I “won” NaNo at the end of 2020) to keep track. I hand wrote my first attempt late last night, and typed it into Novlr this morning: 167 words. On track.

I’m playing with my “forever” novel, the one I’ve had in mind for over 30 years. I worked on it during NaNo 2015, but didn’t get far. I have it in notebooks all over, started and stopped on a regular basis. I have learned many things about myself, my history, and the city of Detroit (the setting) in the past 4 years especially, that have helped shape the story in my mind. When I try to switch stories (like with my 2020 NaNo), I stretch my writing muscles, but always return to the Forever Novel when I think about writing.

I’m going to look at what I wrote in 2015, and perhaps my 2020 work (a whole fresh topic, that I had a lot of fun with), especially if I feel like I’m flagging at Camp.

Just checking out this widget thingy to see if it updates.

Writing is back on track for NaNo. I had a quilting retreat over the weekend, and while I was able to write (and even catch up!) on Friday, it took attention away from my creative classes (also: never leave your husband in charge of the children, especially if they have complicated plans for the evening!)

I made a conscious decision on Saturday to focus on my (paid for) classes, and actually really got into the groove with sewing – I ended up working on class projects until midnight, damn my word count!

The worst part about Friday was the scattered writing sent my plot into a direction that really messed up the story. It took me a while to get my groove back after that mess.

Caught up a bit on Sunday, and should be caught up again by the end of the day today.

Found a couple of good writing books while out with my son yesterday. One is Fire Up Your Writing Brain by Susan Reynolds. I love me some brain research, and tying it to writing? Sold.

Expanding Vocabulary

Working on NaNo again this year, I couldn’t remember a word for the wind in pine trees…sirissing? Shirshiring? I typed “define surussing” and BAM:

su·sur·ra·tion

(so͞o′sə-rā′shən) also su·sur·rus (so͝o-sûr′əs, -sŭr′-)

n.

A soft, whispering or rustling sound; a murmur.

[Middle English susurracioun, from Late Latin susurrātiō, susurrātiōn-, from Latin susurrātus, past participle ofsusurrāre, to whisper, from susurrus, whisper, ultimately of imitative origin.]

su·sur′rant (so͝o-sûr′ənt, -sŭr′-), su·sur′rous (-sûr′əs, -sŭr′-) adj.
Okay, back to writing. Needed to update this blog, but this doesn’t count toward my word totals for the day, so, BYE.

Another workshop

I am playing follow-the-leader this summer, apparently. Here is another workshop I signed up for, and am ever-so-slightly behind on. I will be scrapbooking this one, but it is about storytelling, so writers amongst my readers may be interested.

FYV2015

I have finished lesson one, and was inspired by Kristin’s own list of shows recently binge-watched. It is a way to look at what stories you love, in a way to find stories you will love to tell (and a way to tell them). The first show I ever binge-watched was (new) Doctor Who. At the same time I watched all Netflix had of the British sit-com, The IT Crowd (I needed to laugh).

Next was Supernatural…I have to say, I resisted this one for a while. I’ve never been a fan of horror. What sucked me in was – surprisingly – not the brother story, but the underlying mythology that the creators and writers developed. Mythology was my very first love.

Other stories I have loved include Laura Ingalls Wilder’s Little House book series (from 1st grade on), and more recently, the Grisha Trilogy by Leigh Bardugo. I was intrigued by Deborah Harkness’s A Discovery of Witches, but then…vampires (another reason I didn’t think I’d follow through with Supernatural)! And finally, Scott Westerfeld’s Leviathan series totally sealed steampunk as a genre for me…not that I’ve been able to love everything in that genre.

Surprisingly, off the top of my head as I read through the first lesson of FYV, I scribbled down Bible stories, which is interesting because of a recent discussion with my parents about the division of Lutheran synods I was raised in. I recently attended a  Bible class for parents at my church, where we discussed Jonah and the Whale as an example of an exaggerated story (along the lines of myth?) told to teach an example. The Missouri synod that my father would like to follow found this take on stories from the Bible to be most offensive; obviously my synod (ELCA, Evangelical Lutheran Church in America), has no trouble with it.

Reading Joseph Campbell recently, I found that Bible as myth (not fact or historical record) resonates with me in a much more comforting way than the rigid belief of the Missouri synod church. Being that I was star pupil in Sunday school as a child, I have to include Bible stories as part of my best-understood, best-loved first stories.

30-dayJournalProject

*Something* has to get me going…and this is free!

It started July 1st, so I’m playing catch-up with the program. Like I do with everything blog-wise right now!

I plan on using this site (Write Already) to post my journalling progress…if/when I make any.

Crafty/sewing/quilty stuff is still here: MichiganDenise

The Sometimes Site

Yeah, it’s been a while. Since this account is linked to blogs I’m following for quilting and crafts, I’m going to redirect you here for now: MichiganDenise

I will keep this blog for entries on writing, but that might be a while…

I have not been writing in a long time. My main concern right now is getting in shape, so I spend all my morning energy on that. I started a rowing class this month, and LOVE it. Now to get my regular diet on track, and start losing weight.

I won’t bore you with that here – or create yet another site. Just know I want to get back to regular writing, but I need to focus my energy elsewhere for a little while longer.

First Wall

When you hit a wall, do some research! When I originally thought up my current novel idea (about 14 years ago, as a script idea…nothing ever written, actually), I asked on a fiction forum about the best way to rob a bank in England (yeah, like that’s not going to ring some alarm bells…well, on a fiction forum, it didn’t!). I was told at the time (around 1996…pre-Wikipedia) that a better place for an amateur to hit would be a post office, where retired state workers picked up their pensions…in cash. (Perhaps I should have checked up on the guy who answered that for me…hmm…)

Now, apparently, that has gone over to electronic bank transfers, “leading to a loss of revenue for Post Office branches and many closures.” (Wiki-wiki-wiki…yeah, I went there).

Umm…so, now what (for my protagonist)? I had decided to set it in modern-day, but I might go back 12 or 15 years and keep it staged in a era where my original idea could actually take place.

However, in researching the Royal Mail, I came across more of my old fascination: a now-defunct and abandon mail rail system in London, recently invaded by an urban exploration team called the London Consolidation Crew. My story may take a whole different direction…if I ever stop reading up on this stuff.Image

It’s the curse of coming from the touchstone of Ruin Porn…an unhealthy fascination with (literal) underground/invasive/abandoned urban scene/activity. Doesn’t mean I’m heading to London anytime soon…or even Detroit. But my word count for today will suffer.

That’s my story, and I’m sticking to it.

NaNoWriMo ver. 2.0.12

Off and running! Thanks for stopping by the blog. If you came over from NaNo, be sure to follow me here at WordPress. Previous posts are a bit old…I am working on a completely different novel at the moment (as required). If you just stumbled upon me randomly, first of all, ouch — watch where you are going, please! Follow me anyway and be sure to check out my NaNo progress as CreativeExile. Thanks!

Day Thirteen: duhn duhn DUHN

Well, it finally happened. I’m hitting a wall. My word count has dropped and I’m struggling to get anything down on the page. But, you know what? I’m delighted. I thought my first two weeks were going a bit *too* well. And while I struggle now, I still get writing done, I still discover things about my characters, and details of my evolving plot. I understand  the theory of new project excitement, leading to boredom, leading to starting a new project (I am a crafter, as well, and have many “UFOs”). I get bogged down in wanting to do research rightnow, but I resist.

My writing book  companion this week has been The Architecture of the Novel, by Jane Vandenburgh. Her very first chapters spoke to exactly what I am accomplishing: getting to know my story by writing. it. I very nervously went on to her chapter on plot, but it continues to speak to the Seat Of Pants In Seat Of Chair logic I believe in.

One research path I followed this week (after my writing session) was Ruin Porn. This post has one thing to say, and while I may not agree with everything in it (History is a Bitch, in my opinion, and there’s not much you can do to stop the march of time. Rail at the government, rail at corporate policy, but get a new model of success for urban areas. One that doesn’t involve R.P.’s polar but equal opposite, Hope Porn), it does give me new things to think about and new blogs to explore on the subject of urban renewal for my beloved hometown.

After I finish writing for the day.